Random phone calls

I like how MS Lifelines calls to follow up with me and my injections. ITs like they care or something, but the reps they use on the phone speak in a monotone way. IS that how you are suppose to talk to people with MS?

mother

Thank goodness for my father. HE has always been sane. But my mother does not understand. Maybe if my hands and feet were falling off it would make more sense for her. She does not see the problem so she thinkgs I am ok and fine. HOw do I educate this lady? Jesus.

injections

ITs been 3 weeks of injections for MS. I am a lot faster at them, thanks to the ice cube. I am capable of doing it myself and I needed to be able to do it myself, but I do not want this to be just about me. IT makes me feel alone if I have to do it by myself forever. I need to have options and not feel like I am forced to do it alone. IT makes me happy to have my husband near me and sometimes inject me as well. IT might seem odd that I consider this a "bonding" moment, but to me it is. ITs a marriage. We work at it together. Imagine how I felt when I found out I had to stick a needle in me. I just need to feel not alone.

SItting on the back deck with one of my best friends, my husband and the dogs. I wonder if our parents ever hung out with their friends like this with their MAC books on the table, their iPhones at hand and a glass of wine. Is this the new age of social gatherings?

can you believe this

Ok. FOr someone who does not like computers...I have fallen in love with my mac book, iPhone and technology maybe a decade later. Thank goodness. THis will help me let all this crap in my head go free. What ever. Life is full of change and surprises. LEts see how far this goes!!!!